Between December 1 and January 1 brings mixed emotions. A time of joy and a time of sadness that, even with time, never fades away. It makes me want to cry to think of my two brothers who left us so suddenly, without a hint, I ask why, why. But who are we to question the Almighty and yet we wonder. I can laugh at the funny stories and treasured memories of them and also miss the shoulder they gave me when things were too heavy for me to carry alone.
I miss my Mum, who was my biggest strength, she was always there...I know she is still with me in spirit.
I miss her voice (although I do listen to her on a tape cassette).
And through the Holiday season, I miss them so very much.